Monday, January 19, 2009

Coward!!

"Iraqi shoe thrower to seek Swiss asylum: lawyer"

Dare to do, dare to face the consequences!! Such a coward the "hero" is...

Just a mood...

My mood is as fickle as a candle flame,
it is temporary,
the feeling,
the happiness I've felt for the past many days,
it's gone now.

Don't get me wrong,
I'm not feeling down,
maybe just a little,
just a little,
but the point is,
it is just a mood,
which can change easily,
just like when the wind blows the flame,
it flickrs (flickers).

So my mood changes easily too...
hah,
that's what you call a moody person?
Or is everyone just the same?

Another muzik muzik post!

Haha...I saw people blogging about this, and now I want to blog about it too :)

This time around, I haven't been following muzik muzik... didn't even watch the normal episodes or the semi-finals (except youtube)... Used to be quite an addict to this show when I was younger...

So anyway, firstly, I'm glad that Faizal Tahir didn't win the grand prize! Hate (quite a strong word...ok, dislike) that guy... I would have been glad if anyone else won EXCEPT him. However, I have to admit that I quite like that Coba song of his... hmm. But i dislike him lah.... so don't want him to win :)

The Irama Malaysia (ethnik kreatif?) was very disappointing this year... Its always the worst category, but by far it was the worst this year... The winner is not something i would consider as ethnik kreatif... seems like just a normal pop song...with the erhu and fan dance to make it "chinese"... crap. Pop rock was ok...but I don't like pop-rock category usually... (except Destinasi Cinta last year)

Anyway, i didn't have any song in particular that I wanted to win... since most of them were eliminated in the semi-finals (Nubhan...Aizat's other song, Mila):(

But my favourite was Aizat's "Lagu Kita" or "Our song" by Taylor Swift :) But I knew the song was too simple to win lah... but it was nice anyway. It's really amazing too how he can diet until so thin... (i didnt know he was a fat guy last time)

Ziana Zain who i liked when i was young (not anymore) was quite disappointing...I thought hopefully she could redeem herself..but too bad. Ayu was disappointing too. My mum said Heliza's make up was overdone for someone wearing the tudung, but I said that's her style... (not that I know her lah) And Jaclyn Victor was great, and gemilang sounded quite different...!

In the end, it's disappointing that Faizal tahir got VOCAL terbaik since he clearly doesn't have any good vocals... and persembahan terbaik...oh crap! Just lucky he didn't win the grand prize :)

Okie...goodnite!

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Such a cold night..

Tonight is such a cold night... I wanted to bathe, but I couldn't, cos it was too cold...! Anyway, I'm in bed now, with a warm blanket... and the laptop to warm me up :)

There's a really annoying fly buzzing around the room... it's been around since yesterday, really annoying...but i can't seem to find it (to kill it)... it's getting braver now... It even had the audacity to land on my laptop! Pity i couldn't whack it there and then.

Anyway, I was listening to songs on youtube just now, and now I'm chatting on MSN.

Tomorrow I've got class at 10... feel a bit reluctant to go! feel lazy now after a long break...

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Dear You,

Dear You,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'll join the monastery. I think I realized it when I changed tennis shoes with George Bush and his wife and I saw you sit on Bill Clinton. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand how awful I've felt. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep your suicide note as a memory. You should also know that I told in my confession today about our friendship.

Boo-hoo now, Me.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

My excuse!!

My excuse for skipping lectures, not going to lab, not going online, not updating my blog, not smsing friends, is the FLOOD!!

Friday, January 9, 2009

I am proud...

I am proud that I managed a five day week of 8am-5pm! Haha... It sounds like I am a total workaholic...but anyway, I still feel it's an accomplishment.

Tomorrow will be the sixth day, but I probably won't work till 5pm.

Anyway, goodnight :)

I will try to sleep early tonight... within half an hour.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Shit!!

My PCR band is 2.5kb...I need 642bp!! Oh dear, disappointing :(

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

First times

First time PCR got band!!

Feeling tired...

Feeling like going to bed now, but it's only 8pm! I'm afraid if I *try* to go to sleep now, I may end up having imsomnia instead. But I'm tired now...hmm...I feel not soooo tired all of a sudden. Anyway, I need to repay my sleep-debt since last night i was quite restless and didn't get a good night's sleep. Maybe I'll *try* to sleep early today... yeah :)

Today's my second 8-5 day and it's only the SECOND day of uni... I think I like making myself seem busy??? Hmm... maybe. Haha.

And today was quite a mixed day....felt quite "down" in the late morning-noon, probably due to lack of sleep/energy.... but cheered up later after lunch...maybe it was lunch, maybe it was cause my friend came to lab (or maybe my PCR finally had a band-even though it was only a tiny tiny tiny band...haha. ) :)

Anyway, that's my day today. Goodnight :D


Listening to Love Story now...

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Final Sem (2009)

Tomorrow I will officially start my final semester...

I've been lazy, taking many days off. Initially, I had planned to work all through the holidays, but I became too lazy. Human nature :)

So anyway, Year 2009 will be the most important year of my life. After I graduate, I will have to decide what to do next. That will be the most important decision!

Shall I continue my studies in UNIMAS? (72% chance)
Shall I goyang kaki for a year first? (15% chance)
Shall I continue my studies overseas or in semenanjung? (5% chance)
Shall I work in biotech related field? (5% chance)
Shall I work in unrelated field? (2% chance)
Shall I do something else? (1% chance)

I feel like continuing my studies because that is the easiest path. But somehow, now I feel a tug that I should do something else. Maybe start a restaurant? Join a cullinary school? Or even further my studies in semenanjung....? I feel like I want something different, yet I am unwilling to take the step. We'll see what happens when the time comes. :)

Easy to forget...

I find it's easy to forget sometimes. A few days ago, I was in a bad mood. Medium bad...like thinking "life is not worth living", "What's the point of life?", and so on. But no where near suicidal...or anything that seriouslah.

Anyway, my point is, when you're having a nice time, it's easy to forget the bad times. My friend asked me how I was recently, and I confidently replied good. I forgot that I was "not so good" just a few days ago. I forgot... It's easy to take for granted the nice times you're having... *Thinking about it now. Is this good or bad?*

Well, now I think it's a good thing. There's no point in thinking about the bad things.... maybe it's a human mechanism for coping. If we keep thinking about the bad, how can we enjoy life?

Anyway, I started this post with the intention of saying how easy it is to forget the bad, but I end it by saying it's good that we can forget and put aside the bad, and enjoy what we have in front of us :)