Dreamz

Since I've started going back to Uni, sometimes I no longer get 8 hours of sleep at night. Sometimes I get 6 to 7 hours if I've to go to Uni eaerly in the morning. Now this is not necesarily a bad thing. Sometimes I feel sleepy throughout the day, and when I come home in the early afternoon, I can actually fall asleep! I found this is a great time to dream... :)

It seems that I can dream during these afternoon naps, and when I awake, I will be in a semi-conscious state, and if I fall back to sleep, I'll still be semi conscious in the dream! It's semi-lucid dreaming I guess. The best part is the dream within a dream within a dream type of dream. That's because you're somewhat aware you're dreaming in your dream, so it's somewhat lucid. It happened today, and I hope it happens again!

The worst is when you can't awake from a dream...some dreams/nightmares are hard to escape. If you die in a dream, do you die in real life???

I really wish

I really wish I could be on a cruise ship with Lady Gaga again, but it's been a long time since I had any dreams, lucid or otherwise... :(

RPG Me

Primary attributes:
Strength: 9
Constitution: 9
Dexterity: 12
Intelligence: 14
Wisdom: 12
Charisma: 10

Secondary attributes:
Willpower: 14
Perception: 10
Luck: 18

Alignment: Lawful Neutral

If I were a character in an RPG, I think those stats would suit me. I would make a lousy character of course!! With those stats, I probably would do best as a wizard. But I'd need to sharpen my intel to be decent at least...

Note: 12 is the average score for each attribute

It just means that we... had a moment. The moment's over.

I like this quote from Maggie Dekker.

Simple and sweet. Perhaps the moment would return, perhaps not. But what's important is we had a moment, and now the moment is over.

2 songs

This one is from the Book of Eli:



And this one is from Invictus:

Struggling with my mortality

This morning while I was driving, on the radio, there was an advert urging us to pledge ourselves as organ donors. As an organ donor, we could possibly save lives. Why not become one? For me, I feel as if I will never die. Some how, I feel like I will live till an old man or till the end of the world. I don't feel that i could die in a car accident or from some disease, although there is a really high chance of me dying. I guess I am struggling with my own mortality. I'm not willing to "admit" that there is a chance that I may die tomorrow or the day after. Instead, I go on thinking that I have many days left to live, not realising that tomorrow or the next day may very well be my last. Who knows? Only God knows. Would God give me a warning? Who knows? If he did, would I heed his warning? Probably not.

Anyway, I should stop living my life as if I have so long more to live. After all, I am only mortal. Come, together lets make the best of our remaining days.

On a cruise ship with Lady Gaga

I woke up this morning with a fresh dream I just had.

I was at a Lady Gaga concert on a cruise ship. I was very close to the front, on the right side of the stage. Unfortunately, the crowd wasn't very good and didn't sing along or seem to enjoy her singing, so after a while she asked the audience to come on stage to sing along. I was totally wanting to, then when she looked at me and called me, I totally chickened out! So anyway, she got pissed and walked off, leaving us on the cruise ship with no Lady Gaga concert. Damn! The song Bad Romance was playing in my head when I woke up although I can't really recall what song she wanted me to sing. Haha, I just remembered that at that time I had a little stack of A4 papers with the lyrics on them and I was reading it at the concert..haha.